secretlytodream

How are you all doing after season finale? Are you dead? Alive? Something in between?
I feel fine. Good, I guess. And what does it mean? Vidding!

I think I need to warn you, please read A\N before watching :)



( Will you please ease my pain?.. )

I wasn't sure, should I post this video or not in generally, and now I really don't know why I do it. It feels like it's the same that waits for us in 4x21 episode, but with Dean on the main role *thinks* Ok, I didn't say this, and it's not considered as spoilers or something.
This video is really different from what I've done before, so I think I should reccomend you think twice before you go and watch it, because I think even my The Victim video was kinda easier :|
Anyway, hope you like it :)



( Waiting for the right time… )

So, I figured I need to make this post just to finish this story. For good.
Long, long time ago, I guess it was more than a year now, I made a video, and that's how it all started.
Me and my babe sacrament666 made this story come true, and I really wanna say thank you to her, because she was there all the way through, and though she's not a vidder, she gave some very good advices and also she did an amazing job as my beta.

First, it was planned like a 5 or even 6 videos verse, the story supposed to be quite epic and, you know, crazy in some way, but I figured, that I just can't do it, because i's been more than a 6 months since I made the last video, and I really think that that's how it should end.

It's a bit of AU story, though the main events are pretty canon - the deal, Dean coming back from hell and death of YED. Though at that time I didn't know how exactly Dean would be braught back from hell :|

Anyway, most of the links for watching\downloading the vids were dead for quite a long time, and I think most of you haven't even seen any of these vids, so I hope that for some of you it'll be something new :)

( Break Your Chains 'verse. Vids, explanations, links... )

Beware! Under the cut a LOT of blah-blah about this video :D



( Under the cut the longest explanation. EVER... )

So, remember I said that I`m gonna post all my finished vids soon? Well, I`m doing this.
Actually, I have a bunch of videos that I still didn`t post, don`t know why really. So I found this video, which I made back in december (!) and i kinda forgot about it lol
Anyway, this is the last video from 2008, though it`s not the last I made in 2008. Anyway, it`s old, it`s simple, it`s something different from few my latest videos, like The Victim and The One. So, don`t be surprised. I think I really make absolutely different videos and can`t find something I like the most.

The YT link is currently without a sound, I sent the form, I hope they will turn on the sound soon.



( You see everything… )

Please, read the summary, warnings and A\N before watching. Thank you.

( Don`t be sorry for me. Be cruel… )

Well, erm...Anyone? =)



I`m nominated at Best Alternative category (wow, two vids oO), Best Angst (lol, again, two vids), Most Original, best POV (again, two vids), Best Storyteller (lol again two vids), and also one of my vids is listed in the Wild Card category.
It would be great if you can go there and vote for me :) Thank y`all!

Ok, as in Russia it`s already 28th of february, i decided to make this post :D
besides, i`m not sure if i`ll be able to make this tomorrow...

Kayla, this is for you, Happy Birthday! *a lot of hugs and kisses*



( Unpack the present )

Thanks to winterevanesce i found a new place for my videos.
I really am sick of youtube, so yeah, i guess i`ll post my videos there as well as on the YT, Imeem.
Add me, if you have an account there.
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