Vid: Damaged

[secretlytodream]

Just back from Moscow, and don;t even ask why I decided to post this vid now xD
Ok, new vid? :)



Vidder: Loki
Title: Damaged
Song: Damaged
Artist: Plumb
Warnings: s4 spoilers
Category: AU
Characters/Pairings: Sam\Ruby
Summary: He didn’t know her, he didn’t trust her. At first. But in the end, he went downstairs, right to hell and turned it upside down just to get her back.
Length: 3:06
File Size: 39,5 MB
Links: YouTube | BVV | Download 39,5 MB
Vidder`s note: This is for my dear naisica because she’s such a sucker for Sam\Ruby :D
Anyway. This was pretty random, I guess like many of my vids. I know that there are plenty of videos for this song, but I liked it and I think it’s pretty cool for this story. Not that I’m a fan of Sam\Ruby, and I’m sure now this vid is kinda…I mean, wrong timing? Totally.
Anyway, technically I like it, because this vid has something I’ve never done before, and I’ve had so much fun making the first scene, where Sam goes down to hell to help Ruby. Particle Illusion rulez :P
I post it now, ‘cause I think after 4x22 I won’t be able, you know...Practically do anything :\
So, hope you like it. Comments are always <3

Lyrics:
Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know

There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but I can't go back

Comments

[micmezle.livejournal.com]

absolutely gorgeous.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you :)

[applesleep.livejournal.com]

WOW! That was beautifully made. I really love that song and Constantine, and of course SPN. :3

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you :) Glad you liked it! ^^

[didiackles.livejournal.com]

woach my dear firend ! this is just gorgeous !!!
you made some new effects so perfectly !

i was so excited to see your new vid !
i love it !

& actually i like the relationship sam-ruby. i mean no i don't like that she's actually a demon who's trying to manipulate him but good dynamic & it's an important point of the season 4. & i have to say that gen makes me having questions about ruby & her feelings even if she has a job to do as a demon :) i didn't have that with katie you know like if with ruby 1 i told to myself she's a demon, not good ... son of a ... & that's all. here i think there is more. but whatever hehe i should stop writing or i will loose myself in all of my reflexions :D

you make the vid yeah like a attraction between them.
sooooooo well done !
5 stars !!
i already can't wait to see new vid from you !!!!

hug you tigh my dear friend ^^^^^^

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you :)

[superfire.livejournal.com]

Guh, dude, you're killing me!

Your videos, all of them, are just...*flails*

No words for them!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

*g* glad you liked it )))

[amalthia]

I LOVED your vid. I've been kind of shipping Sam/Ruby this season and your vid is the best pairing vid I've seen for them so far. :)

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I'm not a fan of this paring, you know, just wanted to try this story.

[dreamers-dh.livejournal.com]

Though I'm not a Ruby/Sam Shipper I really love this vid and I would be a R/S Fan after this if I would think there will be more about their relationship after the season final :(((

But so I think this is great! A fantastic vid with great music and the right choice of pictures.
And the tension in this is marvelous. I really think she isn't the bitch and Sam is right with trusting her - after watching the video. Incredible good work!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Well, I guess I agree with you. About the continuation of their relationships or something. But even though I'm glad that Ruby won't be in s5.

[silvihenna.livejournal.com]

I just watched the vid and mand do a love it - especially since I'm a Sam/Ruby shipper. I really like the effects that you used and how nicely the blend between the scene and the use of the Constantine bits were done. I'm deffinately listing this as one of my favs.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! ^^

[lisaj67.livejournal.com]

Absolutely beautiful , the first vid with Ruby in that I've really liked, great work , thanks.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

thank YOU :)

[lovetheguys.livejournal.com]

I like it very much; it's sexy, provocative and very cool.

Love, Robin

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

*g* thank you :)

[lady-eilthana.livejournal.com]

Awesome vid. I like that song and I think you did a great job.

I kind of liked Sam/Ruby in the first half of the season, but now... I don't know.

I post it now, ‘cause I think after 4x22 I won’t be able, you know...Practically do anything :\

*g*
You're not alone. ^_^

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

haha, thank you =)

[fabilimah.livejournal.com]

great video

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thanks)

[nebelkind494.livejournal.com]

hey (=
you know I really dont like Ruby. I really dont ^^ Because of what she made of Sam... I hope that Dean will - you know - I mean he dont like her neither ^^
But okay I dont look that last Episode this Week. I will wait till the 5.Season and wait for Sam/Dean love each other again... I wait till they hug again. Then I look all Episodes I did not seen yet ^^. Because then I can get throw that bad - really bad stuff. I hope. ^^
But okay - this vid. I tell you before, I dont know how you do that, that you just got me - and that on a Ruby/Sam vid ^^ (;
Right in the beginning the first seconds kinda freezes me... really great work!! Looks amazing...
You really have a gift. (=
Thank you for that Vid!!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

I'm not as patient as you are lol
Thanks hun) I'm glad you liked it :)

[ovariesofsteel.livejournal.com]

It was simply amazing! As I said on YT, it is my new fave vid of yours. It's apparent how much you love to vid in each new one you make. They're flawless! An inspiration for when I get my new computer and can get back to vidding myself.

Do you take requests? Because I have a song I've been wanting to use for SpN, but would rather see it made by a better vidder than myself.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you =) Sorry, I don't take requests, but I always like to listen new music. What song did you want to request me? :)

[ladymanson.livejournal.com]

First, technical question, what is Particle Illusion?

All right, onto the more fun stuff. I LOVE your description of this video! About him going downstairs and turning it upside down, I think that's great. :-) This is really well done. I like the additional clips of Gen from other shows, they add to it. The hellish images are fantastic. The overall coloring of the hell clips kind of through me off the feel of the video because the song is so much different than that kind of atmosphere, but I guess it couldn't be helped. I mean, how else are you going to portray Hell? :-) I really liked the usage of the cooler color tones as opposed to the Hell ones. I like your mention of posting it ASAP before the finale because I completely agree with you on that point. I think we all do.

Another fantastic job! I'm always excited to see new vids by you. They give me such inspiration. :-)

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Hi there =) Particle Illusion is a prgram, where you can make all effects you want. Like, fireballs, the smoke, light, etc. Google it, you'll find their official site and you'll see how cool that program is ;)

I'm glad you liked it Tracy! And thank you =) Waiting for new vids from you too ;)

[winterevanesce.livejournal.com]

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!!!!!
love!!!!!!!!!!!!
LoVe!!!!!

Oh and did I tell you that I LOVE this?!
*giggle* Awesome work!

PS. Lj must hate me because I never see when you post anything through your journal. I only catch it because of the communities you post at. :(

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

*lol* You're awesome :D

Hm, my LJ doesn't work for you? oO

[crystalchain.livejournal.com]

WOW. I'm not really a big fan of Sam/Ruby but this? This was amazing. And you used some scenes from Constantine. I love that movie ♥ great job, hun!

PS: your entries are not appearing on my flist anymore. I'm gonna defriend you and friend you again so don't freak when you see that I've defriended you :D it's just because I wanna see if I'll be able to see your entries on my flist if I do that *hugs*

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

It seems like everyone has some problems with my journal oO LOL

Anyway, glad you liked my video! Thanks! ^^

[hailiean.livejournal.com]

Amazing job again !
I loved it !

I know my comments are always the same but your vids are always... perfect !

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

haha, and I always love your comments :) Thank you!

[bowtrunckle.livejournal.com]

Lovely job. I esp. like the way you juxtaposed the scenes of Sam at the Crossroads (in S3) with Ruby at the Crossroads in "HaH". The closing close-up clip of Ruby was great.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I liked that scene too :)

[denisitap.livejournal.com]

Well, I am a BIG Sam/Ruby fan, and you just made my day *muah*

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

well, I'm glad then =) Thank you!

[zelda-zee.livejournal.com]

Wow. I'm in awe. That's just amazing!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! ^^

[isthataquestion.livejournal.com]

So I saw this posted over at my Sam/Ruby comm and I meant to click it, but then work happened and I forgot.

ladymanson sent me a gently prod about it so here I am and I have got to say, I'm speechless (trust me, that doesn't happen often).

There are no words that can adequately describe how much I LOVE that video. I don't even know where to start. Just the editing itself is amazing. The scenes from "hell" are brilliant - you've woven it all in together so perfectly, it feels like it should have been part of SPN. The scenes of Gen from other shows is a perfect fit - it acts a look into her life before she became Ruby and I love that - no other vid I've seen has done that, and it's perfect.

The use of the scenes of both Sam and Ruby at the crossroads at the end was brilliant. The scenes you selected of him using his powers was brilliant.

I could go on forever and I still wouldn't even scratch the surface. It's brilliant and I am very picky about what Sam/Ruby vids I like and I have got to say, this is the best I have seen.

ETA: Do you happen to have the song for download? I abosolutely love it.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Yay, thanks to Tracy ))) Well, I'm very glad you liked this vid.
I kinda like this crossroad scene in the end. When Sam pulled Ruby out of hell, where else on Earth she could "land"? Crossroad was my first thought, and I'm glad that you liked this scene too.

Here's the song, hope sendspace works fine for you ;)
http://www.sendspace.com/file/ipwnyv

[cormallen.livejournal.com]

This was ever so gorgeous. Love the scenes from Constantine, love the way you blended it all together.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :)

[bookwrm17.livejournal.com]

Beautiful vid. :)

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thanks :)

[sir-fireboard.livejournal.com]

I love that song, and this was so great. I loved it!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :)

[starrylizard.livejournal.com]

nicely done! :)

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thanks Liz! :)