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This journal is Semi friends only. All arty-stuff is unlocked, the rest is f-locked. If you want to be friended, just leave a message in this post telling me who you are and why you want to friend me, just so I know who wants to know me. Friend wise, because all my f-locked stuff is pretty random thoughts, and if you don't know me at least a little personally, I think you won't find anything interesting.
I'll add you back if I can, cause I wanna be friend, not a dead weight on your flist ;)
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think about the year that has passed. all the memories, the entries and posts that made the year special. think about all your past layouts, default icons, mood themes. how about all those conversations you had via comments, or the huge post in ontd that you spent all night commenting on. the 2011 scrapbook post is a way to help you remember all of that, in a single post.

... )

last updated 20.12.2011
secretlytodream: (s2_promo_jared)

Apparently our love is to big for one thread! :D As I didn't manage to comment all the awesome peeps in time LET'S DO IT ONE MORE TIME :D
secretlytodream: (Jensen_crazy)
I clearly don't have enough time as it is, but it's for a good cause, so here we are.


I'm offering one video in any of these fandoms: Supernatural (or RPS J2), White Collar, Fringe, Misfits.

[ profile] counteragent of course I haven't forgotten about you, I'm waiting for your word and I think I may have a song for a J2 video (though I know we kind of decided on something else), let me know how your Fringe marathon is going on ;) ♥
secretlytodream: (Vidding)
In every beginning of each year I'm thinking, like, will I be vidding by the end of it? What will I be doing? So I'm just really glad I'm still doing it and that I still have all of you awesome people who watch my videos. Thank you :)

So, this is entire 2010 year of vidding!

You can find 2008 and 2009 here and here respectively :)

My goals for 2010 from the last year were:

- NEW FANDOMS! I need to try something new. The problem is - every time it all comes down to mah show. :\
Succeed! I vidded a few new shows and a few movies. I think it's a progress, I found out that I actually like vidding not only vidding spn.

- Finish all of my projects. And then, maybe, take a little break. I actually wanna try to paint more.
50/50. I did finish everything, I don't think there was anything left in 2010 from 2009. But I didn't quite painted more. Well, we have a whole new year ahead...

- A few more remastering. At least two.
50/50 again! I made one remastering for Keep On breathing video. And then I made remastering on remastering >.< Don't even ask, I don't think I will ever post this one. The funny thing is I don't remember the other video I had in mind when I wrote "at least two..." Hm.

Lots and lots of ramblings... )

Well, this is it. See you next year! ♥
secretlytodream: (101_sam_light)
I feel this unexplainable urge to make this meme. Maybe it's just because it's Monday, or maybe it's because there's never be enough love for Sam in the world. I'm not that familiar with memes and stuff, so, help me out here people :)

♥ Post pic/gif/video/fic/whatever that includes Sam.*
♥ tell why you love him so much (in this particular picture or just in general).
♥ appreciate and love with everyone else.
♥ spread the love and the appreciation all over the place (i.e. repost!)

* it can be your own work, or it can be someone else's. No stealing.

meme time

Sep. 17th, 2010 06:15 pm
secretlytodream: (222_sam&dean)
come on people, play with me. Need a distraction after the rough day /o\
secretlytodream: (110_Dean reads)
Come and talk about vidding! I finally posted my Workshop over [ profile] spnroundtable and I can't wait to talk about it :D
In the meantime...

71 vid rec under the cut )
secretlytodream: (B&W)
I wrote this novel just for you
(Jared/Jensen, AU, NC-17, horror, ~19 000 words)

Funny, they could be a perfect couple if one of them wasn’t a psycho serial killer and the other his biggest fan.

part onepart twopart threenotes
secretlytodream: (110_Dean reads)
part three | masterpost

So, ok. I admit that this year is kinda horror-moody for me, at least so far, and this is another proof. The idea was born in 0,3 second, in the beginning of January, one evening while talking with [ profile] eva_lain in isq. It was like, "let's play" - "ok".

And then we played in this "left or right" thing - kinda very stupid game, especially when you're bored out of your mind. So, basically this is what happens when you listen to Placebo with your best on-line friend a.k.a. the angstiest person in the world.

The only problem was, coming out of this game, that I highly doubted that it's possibly to write non-con-ish kind of thing with PG rating. So I gave up on the "left or right" idea and think up a little plot there.

In my head this is exactly how it could be and more to that - how it should be. There couldn't be a happy ending in a way we all know and love it. And no matter how many times I thought about it, Jensen always made this choice, because it's just the way he thinks and this is how desperate he was. Still is. And this is the way they love each other, because they're both a little wrong in the head, you know? This is my story about love between those two.
But I still think it is a happy ending. For this story, for this situation, for them. Besides, the door is always open, you know?

I really want to say a few thank yous. First, to my favorite angsty person [ profile] eva_lain because her "WORK!" is always cheer leading, motivating and most of the times kicking ass kind of thing. And 'cause without her there wouldn't be anything in the first place.

And of course, thank you to my awesome beta [ profile] sulfuricfusion, without her this monster wouldn't readable at all. With you beta'ing was almost even more interesting that the actual process of writing it ♥

Hope you like reading it as much as I liked it to write ♥

MEME! \o/

Feb. 27th, 2010 10:52 pm
secretlytodream: (Dean's eyes)
In order to celebrate 32 birthday of our favorite man, let's play!

Da rulez:
→ play nice, we're here for fun.
→ If there's any problems, PM me.
→ pimp pimp pimp ♥

What we should know about you:



YES. We start celebrating NOW, shuddup.


Feb. 23rd, 2010 12:34 am
secretlytodream: (Graphic in motion)
If you want to affiliate with [ profile] graphicinmotion, leave a comment to this entry.
Any kind of creative communities and journals.

Where are you, creative people on my flist? :)
Bisou ♥
secretlytodream: (204_dean'n'sam)
So, ok, I made one back in February, so it's been almost a year. There's been a lot of new videos since then, and I decided to play again. here you see what videos I was already asked about :)

And yeah, I'm just bored.

Comment with a video I've made, and I will tell you something I knew, learned, or wondered about while making it that didn't make it into the video.

Bisou ♥
secretlytodream: (heaven_hell)
This is for my puppy [ profile] auntshoe! Happy birthday again bb! ♥ ♥ ♥
And huge thanks to my awesome beta [ profile] sulfuricfusion, who is always up to work on my little somethings ♥
Comments are always ♥

It’s like walking on snow, without leaving a trace.
(Dean, Sam; AU; PG-13; ~1500 words)

Red snow is falling on the ground
As deadly silence fills the space;
I know there is no one around.
It’s over; death has left the trace.

Vasilisa Lisitsyna

When Sam says yes, Dean is there, and he has no soul to sell for his brother. )
secretlytodream: (Vidding)
New year, new SPN \ J2 BigBang round! \o/
I had this idea since summer, and finally I can post this trailer thing-y. I'm really glad I had such a chance to make it :)

Crosspost is highly appreciated :)
All the information, credits and DL links can be found here over [ profile] graphicinmotion

Are you in?..


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