Vid: Afraid (The Way We Love)

[secretlytodream]

Before you go and watch this, I highly recommend you reconsider it. Because, seriously? I made this video mostly while I was working on a wedding video. And this wedding thing made me vidding Savage Garden. Savage freaking Garden people. Can you imagine it? :D
So I needed something absolutely different to happily ever after to distract myself. I worked on this video longer than I usually do. And this is what came out of it.

DearigDaio sent me this song and asked me to vid it, because she wanted a nice video for a nice song. She obviously lied to me when she said I could make it better than her lol But I’m glad she did, because I really liked this song. So, this is for her ♥



Vidder: Loki
Title: Afraid (The Way We Love)
Song: Afraid
Artist: Sarah Fimm
Warnings: WINCEST , character’s death , spoilers for s4
Category: AU
Characters/Pairings: Dean/Sam
Summary: Trying to save his brother he didn’t notice how he became evil himself.
Length: 4:12
File Size: 54 MB
Links: YouTube | BVV | Download 54 MB

Lyrics:
I'd like to hold you close
Make you feel safe
Not so afraid of yourself
If we have to part, so it shall be
I'd like to help you suffer less
Not be so locked up in your thoughts
Afraid of love and all under the sun

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play

I'd like to know you more,
Tell you you're fine
Even though you're not
When you worry so much
It makes me want to cry
Fragile like the leaves come fall
Red yellow gold, I love them all
I guess it's just the way we love

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play

Here I am I don't wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
Here I am I don't wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out
Here I am and I wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play



Bisou ♥

Comments

[deny1984.livejournal.com]

That was so amazing! I really really enjoyed it! Thank you so much for sharing :)

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you for commenting :) Glad you liked it! ^_^

[sweetgirl7808.livejournal.com]

You're totally freakin' crazy! And..
You're totally freakin' awesome!!!

Dammit girl, this was unbelievalbe!!! You can't even imagine how much I adore your vids! And this one is definitely one of the best!

Is there any chance to get the song anywhere. I haven't heard it before. It fits perfectly to the vid.

*BigBearHug*

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

YAY! Thank you so so much hon! *padahuggles*

Let me know if sendspace is ok ;)
http://www.sendspace.com/file/1sfhxq

[a-phoenixdragon.livejournal.com]

GOD, so much LOVE!!! Auugghhhh!!

*Flails*

*hugs you*

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Glad you liked it :) Thank YOU!

[heartsonwings.livejournal.com]

Wow, that was just so beautiful!
Well done! ♥

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :)

[varkelton]

Deeply disturbing - just the way I like it darling. Thanks!!!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Glad you liked it! ^_^

[rivkat.livejournal.com]

I really liked the song choice and the editing; I got a real sense of the AU story.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Glad you did, thanks for commenting! :)

[violentirony.livejournal.com]

I commented on YT but its so good I had to do it here too.
I normally hate Wincest but your videos make it bearable
This was epic.

I love the song too. I can't find it anywhere ):

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! Especially cause you don't like wincest :) I uploaded the song for someone here in the comments, look for it ;)

[somuchh.livejournal.com]

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[fatedcinderella.livejournal.com]

I rarely ever comment on videos more than one but I fucking love this video so much! I've watched it SO many times!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

*geeeeeeeeeeeeeee* Glad you enjoyed it THAT much hon ;)

[supernatchluvr.livejournal.com]

Holy cow....that was amazing! As always. Really brilliant and creepy. You have the best music for your vids and your editing is always so excellent. Thanks for sharing!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thanks for commenting :) Glad you liked this one! ^_^

[poesie10.livejournal.com]

HOLY CRAP!
That vid. was SO good!
Really intense! You did an awesome job!

<3

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

*g* G;ad you enjoyed it :) Thank you!

[tasha8694.livejournal.com]

Holey crap *iz dead from brilliant video*

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

*g*

Thanks! ^_^

[bond-girl.livejournal.com]

I dl'ed it way back when but watched only now. And maaaaan, it is gorgeous. The color palette and the fading between the images, like they're dying a bit every time. A really great vid, beautifully paced.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Well, better late than never, huh?:)
Thank you! Glad you liked this color - it was one of the first times I used it :)

Awesom vid

[damekon.livejournal.com]

Hi Maria,

What a terrific vid. Great story, intense song, and some freaking wonderful editing.
I love it!

Love,

Damekon

Re: Awesom vid

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much! Glad you liked it :)

[a-phoenixdragon.livejournal.com]

GODS, I....I love you!! Your vids always blow me away, leave me breathless and wanting more. Guess that's why I have your pages faved and watch and download what I can (after I freak out on you and get all stalkery of course, lol!)

Simply gorgeous, love! thank you for this!!

*hugs*

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

wow, what an old vid :D But why freak out on me? O.O I'm not that scary, aren't I? :D

Thanks for watching bb! ♥

[maraceles.livejournal.com]

I know I'm late to the party here, but I wanted to drop by and say how much I loved this vid.

I keep watching it over and over--I love how the boys kind of push each other on. That Sam captures and fucks with Dean, and at first Dean is angsty and then badass evil, and then Dean captures Sam and Sam pouts and then there's that smirk where he looks like he's actually enjoying himself. Then the chasing, over and over, and the fucking, over and over, and the deaths, over and over...I'm not sure if Dean kills Sam at the end or not, or if they keep doing this back and forth chase, hunt, fuck, hurt thing. (I, of course, prefer the second interpretation.)

Anyway, this vid is great!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Wow! Thanks so much! I really appreciate you taking time and commenting! ♥

[keerawa.livejournal.com]

Damn. That was disturbing. The grainy, desaturated look was very effective, and I was blown away by that quick inter-cut of images around 1:09, for the first "Can you come out and play." It was subtle and completely flipped my reading of the vid on it's head.

Through-out the vid I was unsure how much of what we saw was showing a physical reality, actual events, and how much was about the psychology, different aspects of each boys character warring for dominance. It works well either way!

Thanks for such a thought-provoking vid!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Glad you liked it! Thanks so much for watching! ^__^

Stunning!

[nanoks.livejournal.com]

*gasps*

Breathtaking!! Love, you are a true master of the video. This gave me chills and just took my breath away. You have such an amazing talent. Bless you for sharing!! Outstanding and incredible job!!

Re: Stunning!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much for watching! :)