The entire freaking 2009 year of vidding.

[secretlytodream]

So...it's been a long ride, and I guess it's time to sum it up. I've spent almost an hour just doing it O.O
First of all. my personal goals from 2008 to 2009? From here:

for 2009:
- Try Adobe Premier. It`s a hell of a program and i really wanna beat it.
Still wanna try it lolI suck at choosing different fandoms...

- Try to make not only AU videos, but also some "theme" videos, with deep meaning, emotion.
In fact, right now it's kinda harder for me to make an AU vid lol

- Try to play not only with effects, but also with the editing. As I said, it`s not always good when your video is just like one big flash or effect. So yeah, deep meaningful videos with simple editing :P
I definitely started to play with the editing in my videos. Simple and slow editing now is one of my favorite types.

So here's the full list. In fact, there's a few videos that I still haven't posted, but, you know, I kinda made them, so still...

Vids I made (in order of creating):
Back from 2008, posted in 2009:
A New Hope
You're Still Here
Let Me Go

January:
Don't Go And Leave Me
I can See Your Light
For You I'll Stay Alive
Safe Inside My Mind [Devour]
Move Down To Me
Never Turn Your Back On It

February:
Мы Остаемся Одни В Этом Мире
Settle Down Inside My Love
Response Of Souls
Don't Leave Me Alone (remastered)
Reverse Of Shades
705

March:
The Victim
Real
The Shadows Lift The Wind [Dollahouse]
The One
Acid (My Love Will Fade With The Sun)

April:
Damaged
That's Where This Ends
My Sweet Prince

May:
Monsters
Ease My Pain
Bounce
Away
In The Deep

June:
Awakening
Like There's No Tomorrow
The Chain
For Everything A Reason
My Angel
Two Twenty-Two

July:
And I Will Try To...(Fix You)
The Empty Room BigBang 2009 + art
Halo And Wings
Afraid (The Way We Love)
On The Edge

August:
Tick Tock
We're Just Ash In A Jar
Oh, Death
Sometimes You Scream With Reason and Sometimes Without

September:
Hold Me While I'm Killing You + story art
Through Our Hope Into Hell
It Takes Less Time To Drink You pretty

October:
Evidence Of Faith
The Breath Of Life That Stops
Karma Take Me Away
You're Real

November:
Protege-moi
Escape
Like Pierrot The Clown
Evil Has Never Loved You
+
Three Forces art\4 trailers

December:
The Fallen In The War soon
I Will Fear No Evil
On Without End (Carol Of The Supernatural)

Man, do I really have a life?..

My favorite video this year (of my own):
I really liked my J2 vids, it was something new for me, and I definitely liked the result.
Also I liked a few of my "special" vids, like "The Victim", "Real", "On The Edge", "You're Real".
And somehow I really love my "Ease My Pain" vid, a lot thanks to the amazing song ♥
"The One" mostly because of Sam. It was something like insta-vid thing after 4x16 ep.
And "222", just 'cause.

My least favorite video this year:
I'd say "I can see your light" (obviously that's why I didn't post it, neh), also "Halo And Wings" was something...I don't even know what it was lol That's it I think.

Most successful video
"Ease My Pain". I feel myself like it's something different from my safe zone.
My Sweet Charity vid "The Chain", big bang vid for "Empty Room", also my J2 vids and wincest ones.
Also "Evidence Of Faith" - I guess I can make a Sam vid properly ))
Oh, and "Oh Death" vid, the song made it all :D

Video most underappreciated by the universe, in my opinion:
I'd say "Don't Go And Leave Me", maybe because of the story :\
"Never Turn Your Back On It" - I think Dean deserves better :P
And "in The Deep".

Most fun video:
Well, The Big Bang this year was definitely fun, as well as those other videos for fics that I made. It was something totally new for me and I totally loved the experience.
I really loved the process of making "The Victim", because the video is really disturbing.
"Afraid" - somehow it was too adult for all that I've done before :P
And of course my J2 vids - all those moments? Smiles? Jokes? COME ON people! :D

Video with single sexiest moment:
Mmm..."My Sweet prince". I mean, COME ON, IT'S PLACEBO!
Also "Afraid". Oh, and "Like Pierrot The Clown".
And yes, I've been told I should work in that "area", thank you very much.

Biggest vid fail
Mmm..."Halo and Wings"? lol I don't what I was on when I made it...

Hardest video to make:
Definitely Big Bang.
Also my Sweet Charity vids.
Both.
"Monsters" because there's a LOT of manips, black eyes and stuff, and "The Chain" because I struggled a lot with the storyline. After all, I think, it was worth it :)

Most unintentionally telling video:
I guess all of my AUs. The thing is, when I finish an AU vid, I show it to one or two people, who know what I actually do. And when I get a response, like, totally different to the story I wanted to make, I'm like "M'kaaaay...I'll stick with your version" :D

The things I've learned this year:
- New technics of editing and styles. I played a lot with motion blur in the first half of the year, and now I'm more like "sharp" vidder. I mean, I like the effect and I like clean image and stuff. I guess I just got a little tired of motion blur.
- No need to rush. If you're not sure in something, give it sometime.

For 2010:
- NEW FANDOMS! I need to try something new. The problem is - every time it all comes down to mah show. :\
- Finish all of my projects. And then, maybe, take a little break. I actually wanna try to paint more.
- A few more remasterings. At least two.

Bisou ♥

Comments

[winterevanesce.livejournal.com]

Thats more videos than I've ever made during 06'-now, lol. I think it's awesome though that you can make videos so fast and at the same time them being so awesome (thats pure talent).

[sweetgirl7808.livejournal.com]

OMG! So many gorgeous vids!! Oo

You are totally amazing hun'! You rock!!!

[maichan808.livejournal.com]

You're so prolific, but without sacrificing quality. I have no idea how you do it!

[velvetsun.livejournal.com]

I've not seen all your vids, but a good many of them. Out of all of them, "Afraid" and "Ease My Pain" are my favorites. You've definitely got talent!

[sanann.livejournal.com]

NEW FANDOMS!
keep telling yourself that, doll))

anyway, why don't I find the best fic' trailer category? My trailer will get upset!
*comforts "HMWIKY" trailer* Don't worry, she din't forget about u, she was just busy, don't cry.

[ash48.livejournal.com]

That's an impressive list hun! I was hoping you'd do one of these 'cause I was very curious how many you did make. :)

It amazes me that you can make so many and but you never sacrifice the quality.

"NEW FANDOMS!" I have on my list to watch vids from other fandoms - so if you do this then I will definitely be watching new fandom vids! (See, very selfish on my part!).

All the best
xx

hehehe

[winchesterwoman.livejournal.com]

if you already do your awesome vids, in vegas I don´t think adobe premiere be a headache! really I don´t think so. but if you think on it, then, maybe it will be esiest thing on earth for you!

[loli-13.livejournal.com]

I personally don't think you vid too much! I love the way you clutter my ssubscription box! Haha. :DD

[fannywinchester.livejournal.com]

Oh bb, that's a really huge list about your amazing vids :D
Actually I started to watch your videos in the early of 2009 coz I just tumbled on them in this year and I can tell you I'm addicted of your works.
I can't wait for your next vids and your new fandoms ;)

[trinipedia.livejournal.com]

I loved and will love forever all of them.

You are such a gem, sweetie. *loves worships and adores*

[spn91.livejournal.com]

Wow. This so many vids. Amazing.Fascinating. But what i really wanna say is... You don't like Halo And Wings? I mean... really? This is one of my favorites! When i saw it my first thought was "I want learn editing just like her". Believe me... it was incredible... I Love all your work :)

[nina-winchester.livejournal.com]

LokiSweetie, I wanted to get in your community Graphicinmotion, Can I ? Pweeease ? *.*

[eiriensart.livejournal.com]

I love your videos - so many of them are on my favourites-list and you are so talented!
Wow, and you made so many videos in 2009! Overwhelming!
I wish you a great start in 2010 and I´m looking forward to your new vids. :-)
Many greetings from Germany and thank you!!

[werty30.livejournal.com]

Wow that`s a lot of vids! And all I`ve seen so far is awesome awesome awesome. Yeah, triple awesome. I can`t believe one person can be so friggin talented and prolific. You probably run some business connected with TV or movies and make someone do it for you. ^__^

As for trying something new, I think you could try making a funny vid. Less angst, more lulz.

I personally love humourous vids the most. And I love funny stuff in general, you can tell by my lame jokes. And, you know, the show isn`t all angst all the time, it`s been pretty comedy heavy lately.

И может когда-нибудь сделаешь видео на русскую песню, а? Где-то я видела СПН клип на песню "Не стой на пути у высоких чувств", классный, может твой был? Тогда, значит, ты уже делала смешное и русское.

[damntastic.livejournal.com]

You're a vidding machine, babe! oO Take that as a compliment, haha :P I'm curious about the upcoming year :)

[sanguinegangrel.livejournal.com]

Ive been following you for some time and I enjoy your art. it inspires my own and Ive made several wallpapers to your themes. I hope to be inspired into 2010.

question: a freind of mine would like to know what vid editing software you use.

[rallia-dreamer.livejournal.com]

hello there!! i just wanted to let you know, you've got yourself a new fan here! :O i mean, JEEZ, i have some serious work to do, sooo many vids and if alll of them are as good as the cuple ones i have already watched, tonight is gonna be an enjoyable night watcing all your videos! :D I really admire your work and + you seem like a really nice person too, judging from your comments, :)
well you take care and rest well for the rest of the season!
maria

ps. to me your sticking to this one fandom is superb! ;)LOL

[victoria-king.livejournal.com]

I just heard Florence and the Machine's amazing song "Howl" and it screamed wincest at me. Would you make me a vid to this song?

You can hear the song from here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZweDwbJ_Ic&feature=related

Happy New Year!

[ivy-wang.livejournal.com]

wow, you made a lot last year and yes, i watches each one of them and i love them so much!

cannot wait for more!

happy new year and have a nice day!

[wicky-onlj.livejournal.com]

You're my youtube Top-Vidder! Seriously! I think your vids are more than incredible amazing and I'm not saying it just like that.
"The One" is my personal favourite video of all time! Closely followed by "Escape".
All your vids have the something little special thing. And... seriously, I'm speachles. *pffff* What can I say to describe it... Actually there are no words.
you're really talented.... And what you're doing with your gift, is awesome!
Thanks for an incredible 2009! You were definitve a part of it! =D
*hugs*

[alla32.livejournal.com]

Только собралась тебе песню предложить ,послушать...и тут такое
Но может вдруг?!?

http://www.sendspace.com/file/tzqphs

[allydenise.livejournal.com]

I'm completely in love with your work, and I would really love to go through and download the videos that I haven't so far, but thats gonna take me some time, so I was wondering (hoping!), that you wont be locking down this section of you lj in the future...(please say you wont, fingers crossed!) :o)