It's weird how doing the meme stirs things up. I was feeling kinda weird about everything after I did mine too. Not sure why... just that feeling of *meh*. I want to really push the boundries sometimes, but just don't feel like I have it in me... blah, blah, all of that kinda stuff.
The thing is I just can't help myself (maybe it's the same for you?) ... I just HAVE to vid when I get the chance. Thing is, I don't have all the opportunities I'd like. But yeah, maybe that's a good thing. Sometimes when I do have heaps of time I feel like I've wasted a day if all I've done is sit at the computer making a vid. I don't know. It's a tough one.
I feel like the world makes me do it *guh*
Ah yes. That's interesting too. I keep getting peeps subscribe on YT and say "Look forward to more" etc. and I feel sometimes I might be letting them down if I don't post a vid for a while. Maybe it's the same for you? I mean, wow! You have a HEAP of subscribers.... :)
At the end of the day I suppose you just have to go with what you feel happy with. I haven't had my editing program open for almost a week and actually that was really liberating. And in fact I still don't feel like starting anything just yet either (wedding does not count!! *g*). I'm thinking, but not actually doing anything. It's nice. :)
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Date: 2009-12-22 08:41 am (UTC)The thing is I just can't help myself (maybe it's the same for you?) ... I just HAVE to vid when I get the chance. Thing is, I don't have all the opportunities I'd like. But yeah, maybe that's a good thing. Sometimes when I do have heaps of time I feel like I've wasted a day if all I've done is sit at the computer making a vid. I don't know. It's a tough one.
I feel like the world makes me do it *guh*
Ah yes. That's interesting too. I keep getting peeps subscribe on YT and say "Look forward to more" etc. and I feel sometimes I might be letting them down if I don't post a vid for a while. Maybe it's the same for you? I mean, wow! You have a HEAP of subscribers.... :)
At the end of the day I suppose you just have to go with what you feel happy with. I haven't had my editing program open for almost a week and actually that was really liberating. And in fact I still don't feel like starting anything just yet either (wedding does not count!! *g*). I'm thinking, but not actually doing anything. It's nice. :)
*huggles*