It's just, sometimes, when I see a vid, like, real good vid that I LOVE, I start to think, like, this is the person who has a real life AND who can make such awesome videos, with thoughts and meaning and that technically so well executed. I just feel weird at times like this :\ And I'm not sure if this is a good weird. And yeah, most of my vids I do for myself (probably that why there're so many - I'm a selfish bastard hahaha), but then again, I always wonder whether people are tired of me or not. Yet.
If I sit, like, yesterday - I haven't done anything yesterday, and I had pretty much a free evening. And I was wondering if other vidders have suc evenings, too, or do they always do something? And I felt like I just wasted my time. And yes, I felt like this right after I posted this meme, right after I coded all of my 50+ vids of this year ROFL I have 6 or so projects right now, and I'm really thinking about giving up on a few of them, because...I don't know :( Maybe it's not that I work quickly, but that I work almost everyday?..
I wouldn't lessen the amount of vids you make just 'cause you feel you should. I wish I could say the same thing. I feel like the world makes me do it *guh*
And you know, one day it might just all be over. As in that fire and passion may just move on to something else, so you gotta enjoy it while you can. That's what I reckon anyway. Bless your words hon, bless you. I mean, vidding gave me too much to stop doing it, but I know someday it will end. And I really wanna enjoy the ride while I can. It's just...I make tooooo many vids, so even I can't sometimes remember if I vidded that or this band\song\artist LOL It's funny actually/ And I'm like...I feel like people will remember me (maybe) but like something...in general? Yes, I'm a vidder, but I made too many vids to pick one favorite, or one-something.
I'll have some of that! I can share, I'm not greedy :P
(PS: You are a constant inspiration me dear!) Oh! EEEEEEEEEE *hugs tight*
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Date: 2009-12-22 08:26 am (UTC)It's just, sometimes, when I see a vid, like, real good vid that I LOVE, I start to think, like, this is the person who has a real life AND who can make such awesome videos, with thoughts and meaning and that technically so well executed. I just feel weird at times like this :\ And I'm not sure if this is a good weird.
And yeah, most of my vids I do for myself (probably that why there're so many - I'm a selfish bastard hahaha), but then again, I always wonder whether people are tired of me or not. Yet.
If I sit, like, yesterday - I haven't done anything yesterday, and I had pretty much a free evening. And I was wondering if other vidders have suc evenings, too, or do they always do something? And I felt like I just wasted my time. And yes, I felt like this right after I posted this meme, right after I coded all of my 50+ vids of this year ROFL
I have 6 or so projects right now, and I'm really thinking about giving up on a few of them, because...I don't know :( Maybe it's not that I work quickly, but that I work almost everyday?..
I wouldn't lessen the amount of vids you make just 'cause you feel you should.
I wish I could say the same thing. I feel like the world makes me do it *guh*
And you know, one day it might just all be over. As in that fire and passion may just move on to something else, so you gotta enjoy it while you can. That's what I reckon anyway.
Bless your words hon, bless you.
I mean, vidding gave me too much to stop doing it, but I know someday it will end. And I really wanna enjoy the ride while I can. It's just...I make tooooo many vids, so even I can't sometimes remember if I vidded that or this band\song\artist LOL It's funny actually/ And I'm like...I feel like people will remember me (maybe) but like something...in general? Yes, I'm a vidder, but I made too many vids to pick one favorite, or one-something.
I'll have some of that!
I can share, I'm not greedy :P
(PS: You are a constant inspiration me dear!)
Oh! EEEEEEEEEE *hugs tight*