Vid: Damaged

[secretlytodream]

Just back from Moscow, and don;t even ask why I decided to post this vid now xD
Ok, new vid? :)



Vidder: Loki
Title: Damaged
Song: Damaged
Artist: Plumb
Warnings: s4 spoilers
Category: AU
Characters/Pairings: Sam\Ruby
Summary: He didn’t know her, he didn’t trust her. At first. But in the end, he went downstairs, right to hell and turned it upside down just to get her back.
Length: 3:06
File Size: 39,5 MB
Links: YouTube | BVV | Download 39,5 MB
Vidder`s note: This is for my dear naisica because she’s such a sucker for Sam\Ruby :D
Anyway. This was pretty random, I guess like many of my vids. I know that there are plenty of videos for this song, but I liked it and I think it’s pretty cool for this story. Not that I’m a fan of Sam\Ruby, and I’m sure now this vid is kinda…I mean, wrong timing? Totally.
Anyway, technically I like it, because this vid has something I’ve never done before, and I’ve had so much fun making the first scene, where Sam goes down to hell to help Ruby. Particle Illusion rulez :P
I post it now, ‘cause I think after 4x22 I won’t be able, you know...Practically do anything :\
So, hope you like it. Comments are always <3

Lyrics:
Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know

There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but I can't go back

Comments

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you :P

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you =) Sorry, I don't take requests, but I always like to listen new music. What song did you want to request me? :)

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

I'm not as patient as you are lol
Thanks hun) I'm glad you liked it :)

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thanks)

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

haha, thank you =)

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Hi there =) Particle Illusion is a prgram, where you can make all effects you want. Like, fireballs, the smoke, light, etc. Google it, you'll find their official site and you'll see how cool that program is ;)

I'm glad you liked it Tracy! And thank you =) Waiting for new vids from you too ;)

[winterevanesce.livejournal.com]

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!!!!!
love!!!!!!!!!!!!
LoVe!!!!!

Oh and did I tell you that I LOVE this?!
*giggle* Awesome work!

PS. Lj must hate me because I never see when you post anything through your journal. I only catch it because of the communities you post at. :(

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

*lol* You're awesome :D

Hm, my LJ doesn't work for you? oO

[winterevanesce.livejournal.com]

:( nope it doesn't.
My lj started doing that to me too once I made a "Semi-Friends Only" post and set the date to 2010 or whatever. That's why I don't even bother having that on my lj. I just put a note on the sidebar :P.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

oO It's kinda very strange...VERY...

[crystalchain.livejournal.com]

WOW. I'm not really a big fan of Sam/Ruby but this? This was amazing. And you used some scenes from Constantine. I love that movie ♥ great job, hun!

PS: your entries are not appearing on my flist anymore. I'm gonna defriend you and friend you again so don't freak when you see that I've defriended you :D it's just because I wanna see if I'll be able to see your entries on my flist if I do that *hugs*

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

It seems like everyone has some problems with my journal oO LOL

Anyway, glad you liked my video! Thanks! ^^

[hailiean.livejournal.com]

Amazing job again !
I loved it !

I know my comments are always the same but your vids are always... perfect !

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

haha, and I always love your comments :) Thank you!

[bowtrunckle.livejournal.com]

Lovely job. I esp. like the way you juxtaposed the scenes of Sam at the Crossroads (in S3) with Ruby at the Crossroads in "HaH". The closing close-up clip of Ruby was great.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I liked that scene too :)

[denisitap.livejournal.com]

Well, I am a BIG Sam/Ruby fan, and you just made my day *muah*

[zelda-zee.livejournal.com]

Wow. I'm in awe. That's just amazing!

[isthataquestion.livejournal.com]

So I saw this posted over at my Sam/Ruby comm and I meant to click it, but then work happened and I forgot.

ladymanson sent me a gently prod about it so here I am and I have got to say, I'm speechless (trust me, that doesn't happen often).

There are no words that can adequately describe how much I LOVE that video. I don't even know where to start. Just the editing itself is amazing. The scenes from "hell" are brilliant - you've woven it all in together so perfectly, it feels like it should have been part of SPN. The scenes of Gen from other shows is a perfect fit - it acts a look into her life before she became Ruby and I love that - no other vid I've seen has done that, and it's perfect.

The use of the scenes of both Sam and Ruby at the crossroads at the end was brilliant. The scenes you selected of him using his powers was brilliant.

I could go on forever and I still wouldn't even scratch the surface. It's brilliant and I am very picky about what Sam/Ruby vids I like and I have got to say, this is the best I have seen.

ETA: Do you happen to have the song for download? I abosolutely love it.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

well, I'm glad then =) Thank you!

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! ^^

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Yay, thanks to Tracy ))) Well, I'm very glad you liked this vid.
I kinda like this crossroad scene in the end. When Sam pulled Ruby out of hell, where else on Earth she could "land"? Crossroad was my first thought, and I'm glad that you liked this scene too.

Here's the song, hope sendspace works fine for you ;)
http://www.sendspace.com/file/ipwnyv

[cormallen.livejournal.com]

This was ever so gorgeous. Love the scenes from Constantine, love the way you blended it all together.

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :)

[bookwrm17.livejournal.com]

Beautiful vid. :)