OH YES THANK YOU! I knw SO WELL the feeling! lol I was pretty much intimidated of half of my flist lol But I guess you got back to me with all your stories :\ Don't know why you even had a thought that I would think about as an idiot - because I totally didn't and still don't think ;)

well, I know that there will always be a huge part of me and my life outside of LJ, but it's just it - the thing about journals and stuff. But I'm glad we met ♥ I always happy to know interesting and very talented people :)

AND NO I'M JUST A MACHINE :D