secretlytodream: (s2_promo_jared)

Apparently our love is to big for one thread! :D As I didn't manage to comment all the awesome peeps in time LET'S DO IT ONE MORE TIME :D
secretlytodream: (Jensen_crazy)
I clearly don't have enough time as it is, but it's for a good cause, so here we are.


I'm offering one video in any of these fandoms: Supernatural (or RPS J2), White Collar, Fringe, Misfits.

[ profile] counteragent of course I haven't forgotten about you, I'm waiting for your word and I think I may have a song for a J2 video (though I know we kind of decided on something else), let me know how your Fringe marathon is going on ;) ♥

MEME! \o/

Feb. 27th, 2010 10:52 pm
secretlytodream: (Dean's eyes)
In order to celebrate 32 birthday of our favorite man, let's play!

Da rulez:
→ play nice, we're here for fun.
→ If there's any problems, PM me.
→ pimp pimp pimp ♥

What we should know about you:



YES. We start celebrating NOW, shuddup.


Feb. 23rd, 2010 12:34 am
secretlytodream: (Graphic in motion)
If you want to affiliate with [ profile] graphicinmotion, leave a comment to this entry.
Any kind of creative communities and journals.

Where are you, creative people on my flist? :)
Bisou ♥
secretlytodream: (Default)
Spent the whole day doing nothing.
Changed my layout, profile, added all the links. Feel free to add me wherever you want :)

[ profile] secretlytodream [ profile] secretlytodream [ profile] secretlytodream


Y/Y? I know it's a little creepy...:P
secretlytodream: (Default)
I feel like it's time to move on.
From now on all my vids and art will be posted over [ profile] graphicinmotion
for this journal I have other ideas
Feel free to watch, comment and have fun.
Thank you my friends.
Much love ♥
secretlytodream: (Sam_black layout)
Ok, there was the same meme about fanfiction, but i thought, that we can do the same thing with videos :)

Comment with a video I've made, and I will tell you something I knew, learned, or wondered about while making it that didn't make it into the video.
The full list of my videos can be found here

Anyone? Any vid? ;)

Anyone who likes it can snag it =)
secretlytodream: (Default)
Huh....after a few hours of mind-fucking with html codes and stuff like that, i actually did something that i liked.

This is my new layout. And nothing even close to html for the next month. Or year. Yeah.
I also changed my profile info - i thought, it was kinda strange to call myself "a brand new vidder" after a year of vidding...:?

Anyway, thank to all of you guys, who helped me with the links and stuff ;)

And thanks to [ profile] _hopefulness_, babe, i know how disturbing i can be :D
secretlytodream: (Default)
Stolen from [ profile] winterevanesce

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Where do you live:
4: What are you studying/What are you working as:
5. What makes you happy:
6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:

1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:

1. Favorite Fandom:
2. OTP/OT3:
3. Icon/Fic Journal (so I can join):

1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you?
secretlytodream: (Default)
Ok, it`s already a little more than a year, but still... =)
It was the coolest time in my life, sonce i opened Vegas first time. I couldn`t even imaine that vidding will become my passion #1. So i think now it`s time for meme =)

Mostly it`s SPN videos, btw.

Vids made in 2008
*sorted by release date*

I Will Remember [Sam & Dean]
Until The Truth becomes A Lie [SPN\Domino crossover]
I`m Not The man I used To Be [Dean, RED, Sam]

Wait For Me - Promo [Ensamble]
Something About You [Dean & Sam, evil!Sam]
The Light At The End Of A Tunnel [Ensamble]
I Did It For You [Sam, Dean, RED, trickster]

Don`t leave me Alone [Sam, Dean, YED]
We Live Like This [Ensamble]
The Hole Is Where The heart Is [Sam, Dean, Andy, girlsgirlsgirls]

I`ll Follow You Into The Dark [Sam and Dean]
The Last Goodbye [Sam\Dean WINCEST]
At The Crossroad [Open credits]

Stay [Dean, Sam, Jo, Bobby, and the blond-girl]
Forgiven and Forsaken [Sam & Dean]
Left Me With Life In Hell [Sam & Dean]

In A Mirror Distorted [Sam& evil!Sam]
These Secret`s I`ll Give To You [Ensamble]
Premonition [Sam, Dean, Bobby]

Forever Young "Shelter" movie [Zack/Shaun]
Afraid Of Waking [Ensamble]
What Lies Behind Those Eyes [Sam & Dean, demons]
Shadows and Regrets [Sam & Dean]

Black X-mas [Ensamble]
Keep On Breathing [Sam & Dean]

Even In Death [Sam/Jess]
Time Has Come (promo) [Sam & Dean]
Three Of A Kind [Dean, Bella, Sam]

Sorry, love, Daddy [John and Dean, ensemble]
Right Through Your Eyes Dark Angel [Aleck]
The Light That Fills The Emptiness Queer as Folk [Brian/Justin]
All In Your hands [Sam, evil!Sam, Dean, YED]

Where We Gonna Go From Here [Dean\Sam - WINCEST]
Searching For The Light [Dean, Sam, Bobby, Lilith, Castiel]
On The darkest Side Of The Sun [Dean, Sam]

I Have Forgotten Where You Have Not [Dean, Sam]
Yesterday I Died [Sam, Dean]
In My Heart I Have Hope [Dean/Sam - Wincest]
Here With Me [Sam, Dean, Ruby]

My favorite video this year (of my own):
I think it`s "Don`t leave me alone", just because i tried something new. And i still can`t understand how someone like me made something like this xD Anyway, i think it was very interesting. Also i love my "premonition" vid, cause i pulled out the story quite nice. My "Stay" video, because i played a lot with the sound, and i think it was quite well. I can`t name just one video because there`s a few ones which i like in different ways. Also i love my "I`m becoming untouchable" video, which i haven`t posted yet.

My least favourite video this year:
"I`m not the man i used to be" maybe. It was my first time i tried to make evil!Dean video, and i think i sucked xD Also "We live like this". I love the song, i love the episode (it was 112 "Faith" recap video) but i think i didn`t make it as good as i could.

Most successful video
The last ones i think. In one hand, for me the most successful vids are "Don`t leave me alone" for the technic and the story, my "Stay" video for the idea and the style, "Three of a kind" for the story, which was quite crazy :D
On the other hand, my "Shelter" video, "Forever young" is the most successful and i still don`t know why. Maybe because there`s no many videos for that movie?

Video most underappreciated by the universe, in my opinion:
Haha, hard question. I think "Something about you". I liked the story, the situation, but maybe i didn`t make it as good and clear as it needed. Also "In a mirror distorted". I really loved this twisted story, but yeah - i guess it was hard to "see" where was good Sam and evil Sam.

Most fun video:
Lol, "Premonition". I spent the whole night trying to figure out the story, when which day was and so on. But i`m kind of proud of it, because i managed to do it. Also my "Stay" video, which i made like in one night. I was very crazy about the story. C`est la meme chose with the "Until the truth becomes a lie". And the same thing with the "Don`t leave me alone" because of this texture-symbol thing. These videos just blew me away, and i had a lot of fun making them.

Video with single sexiest moment:
Hmmm....i guess my wincest vids, and yeah - Shelter video. Just because of the original movie :D
But then again - i have a few vids which i haven`t posted yet, and there`s one with pretty hot sex scene. It`s a wincest. I guess you`ll see it soon ;)

Biggest vid fail:
I guess my "Wait for me" promo. I wanted to make something simple and a lot like movie trailer, but i failed. Also "Something about you" - i expected more from this vid and the story. I think there`s nothing else to say)

Hardest video to make:
Every vid where i used motion blur effect xD Seriously, my Sony vegas just can`t stand it, and i hardly can render vids with this effect. So that`s why it`s "Even in death". I like the story, and it was pretty hard to get Jessica`s scenes, because i`m not too familiar with FNL show. Also it was pretty hard to make "Keep on breathing" - the song is very emotional for me and very meaningful, and when you think about it...Guh, motion blur sucks xD

Most unintentionally telling video:
A-ha...and what`s that? oO Lol, i don`t know either what that question means, so i can just guess...But i`d say "keep on breathing". Just because it is. I really don`t know about other vids.

The things I've learned this year:
- You can do everything in your video. The story, the image, the effects...If you want it, you`ll do it.
- Many effects in your video not always good. Especially if it`s an AU video. Thanks everyone for that, now i understand it :D
- As Dayl said, vid for yourself. If you like what you do, the other will love it too. And if you like the song, or the story, you`ll make it as good as you can, just because you really want it. And yeah - it`s true ;)
- Try something new. New genres, new ideas, styles, etc. It`s always nice to move forward, and it`s always interesting.

for 2009:
- Try Adobe Premier. It`s a hell of a program and i really wanna beat it.
- Try other fandoms, tv shows, movies. Most of my videos are Supernatural ones, and i don`t say i tired of it, but i`d like to make something new.
- Try to make not only AU videos, but also some "theme" videos, with deep meaning, emotion.
- Try to play not only with effects, but also with the editing. As i said, it`s not always good when your video is just like one big flash or effect. So yeah, deep meaningful videos with simple editing :P
secretlytodream: (Default)
So, here`s the deal.

I really don`t know anything about CSS code, and i think i don`t have enough patience to learn it. Yeah, i can sit before my computer, making video, wasting hours and hours on my new silly video, but i just can`t use this time for something more important.
Does anyone of my flist knows CSS code? *puppy eyes* [ profile] ladymanson, hun, i just can`t ask you make for me something else...I think you`d wanna kill me or something...xD

So, i spent few hours making this "what i call LJ layout" thing in Photoshop, and i`m pretty sure it`s possible to make it with CSS code, but i just really can`t even imagine what it would look like.

Here`s the pic:
Free Image Hosting at

So. Can anyone do it, or does anyone knows someone who can?
I have a PDF file, so that amazing person can watch what fonts, colors, etc. i used.
I don`t know what i can do for that amazing person, who can make a CSS code of this for me, maybe a video? Cause...i just really don`t know what else i can offer *thinks*

Just leave a comment here, and i`ll answer you guys.

Thanks everyone for everything.
I`m done.
secretlytodream: (Default)
Okay guys. First of all, huge thanks to amazing [ profile] ladymanson who made for me this gorgeous layout. I wanted to change it SO f***** much! Hun, luv ya *hug*

And i made a new video.
To tell the truth, i made it back in july, but hadn`t time to post it. So i do it now =)
The story of this video quite funny. I was making it with "What lies behind those eyes" video, and i still don`t know how could i make something SO different in one time...
I wanted something soft and calm, about the boys and family buisness, about their relationships. I just like the song, and i really wanted to vid it. This is sorta self indulgent video, like "I`ll follow you into the dark", so i hope you like it =)
Comments are always welcome.
Thanks and enjoy! ^^

Shadows and regrets... )
secretlytodream: (jensen cam2)
Okay everyone. I think it`s time to get a little closer?
I know i made this journal for keeping all my vidz (and other artworks) in one place, so i`m really not sure if anyone reads me except when i post my new video...*roll eyes*
So i was thinking about making this LJ not so...erm...official? Anyways, i don`t think i`m a good LJ writer, and so on...So for now - computer meme i stole from [ profile] dayln03 and [ profile] popcornleader

1. Comment with a request to see absolutely anything on my computer. my desktop, my documents, my bookmarks, my latest works in progress, my iTunes, etc - Whatever you're curious about. Request it!
2. I will respond with a screenshot of the very thing you request.

Anyone? :D
secretlytodream: (Default)
I was asked about few thing in Sony Vegas, like, how did i do this, so i made a few tutorials for you guys.

Ok, in this post i`ll collect all "my sorta tutorials", cause, to tell the truth i really bad at explanations lol

Ok, the first one is about "glow effect", like i used in my Shelter video and Afraid of Waiking (SPN) video. You can find the tutorial here

Also i was asked about the zooming in Vegas, here it is:
Zooming in Sony Vegas )


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